alrite alrite ...so i have some really important things to say and im going to try to not make this sound funny becuz its not intended to be funny...ok so just please read this...
alrite...lately people have been really caught up on their lives being so terrible or whatever...i was one of them until i had a serious reality check that showed me how good i really have it...i felt like things were as bad as they could ever get but they still got worse... then i realized why am i complaining? i have it way better than plenty of ppl out there...so everyone needs to just stop complaining about the drama, the boyfriends, or the friends...it could be ALOT worse...everything will tuen out how it should in the end so we need to just stop worrying about it and live life...have fun...be yourself ...dont do things just because its the cool thing to do or whatever...do things for you...the most fun times i have ever had were when i wasnt doing the "cool" thing ...the most fun times are when your with your best friends just hanging out being dorks...and by friends i dont mean the people who you occasionally hang out with or the people you try to avoid so it wont create an akward situation where you have to smile and pretend like you actually llike them and are interested in what they have to say...no thats being fake...i mean your true friends ...the ones that are always there for you...not the ones that dissapear for a week and then the next week act like nothing has changed but the ones who are always with your through thick and thin, when you cry, when you laugh, they are always there by your side...always there to give you advice and comfort...24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 day a year...they are always there...they dont only care about theirselves but they care about you to and about your problems even if they may have problems ten million times worse...they're always there...i think some people really just dont underrstand that...im thankful for my friends and i hope we stay together forever...i love you guys...
i have decided im done with boyfriends for awhile... they are too much work and too much pain...theres no point in crying over them...its not like i was going to marry him...and there are many more boys at there that need their chances too lol...i just dont understand them...they dont know what they want...but ya know what i dont care anymore ...its over and done and its actually kind of freeing to know that i have no strings attached...no worries...
people need to stop living in the past...live life like theres no tommorow...you cant change the past so whats the point in looking back on it now...no regrets..
well on a happyier note im sooooooooooooo excited for xmas...i love the season...not just the presents (dont get me wrong i love presents) but the smells, the looks, the tree, the snow, the cold, getting all warn and cozy by the fire...o yes i do love it!!
well thats all for now...i love you all for reading this...have fun |